2007年10月15日星期一

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1. Bion:“俄狄浦斯在死本能的支配下,对真实的不计后果的探究,就是这种自大的例子。

俄狄浦斯没有能力去处理他所发现的真理,真理所唤起的,是一种破坏性冲动,而不是补偿性的。 ”

事实上,俄狄浦斯被他爸爸Laius灌注了大量的死本能。他爸爸太坏了。


2. 我小时候有过关于普鲁米修斯的幻想。


3. 容器

容纳<=>禁闭

地狱:切断感觉,以便生还。但切断感觉的代价?想想吧……


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Plenty of time, I hear someone the voice of the light knock at the window sill
Then calmed down to walk through
Disappear
Until will appear next time


Probe this is for the sake of what unexpectedly is also grow to have nothing good to report
What to fear is the time which is aware of the big segment in the life suddenly to be tailored of difficult to express

Want ~only you to remind of ego decontamination at any time
Don't calculate too late
This kind of purified inside but is Sam but is a Rose
Hence noisy empress of lonesome add more of lonesome
Hence missed you you and don't need to be known
Even didn't need to be expressed
But remember who once told me a smoke flower the most lonesome
The smoke flower is the most lonesome
Even dared not to draw his name
The smoke spends of lonesome vomit strongly
Had to use a layer of bright lead a layer quickly passing times to overflow colourful
Give flavor if chew a wax of lonesome and even add romantic limitless

Remit to gather one and one drops but become in this endlessly wait for of miss greatly
Will in next time in a hurry of the meeting vaporize almost exhausted

Time knows thin and diluted feeling strongly to accumulate together to get up
Distiled the bright expectation of a certain heat
BE knowing such as my feeling of this time from the ache of the since then left ventricles
Until darling lungs all crumple wrinkly became a pool water
This ache the completely naked shake was long and hard to return my time in the world

Is strong with it happy gradually hateful face in the aqua of dilution
Use the highest pleasure that the time of long-last bitter monk sort exchanges that a short moment rather

  

2 条评论:

Bige M 说...

  
很多时间,我听到有人轻叩窗台的声音
然后静静走过了
消失
直到下一次出现

深究这是为了什么 竟也是种乏善可陈
怕的是突然意识到 生命中大段的时光 被剪裁的莫名

任何时候,只要你想起自我净化
就不算太晚
这种净化到了骨子里 时而是山姆 时而是丽丝
于是热闹后的寂寞 愈加的寂寞
于是想你 你无需知道
甚至无需表达
而记得谁告诉过我 烟花最寂寞
烟花最寂寞
甚至不敢 画了他的名字
烟花的寂寞 浓烈的吐
只得用了 一层绚烂过一层的流光溢彩
给味如嚼蜡的寂寞 平添着风月无边

在这样漫长的等待中汇聚一点一滴而成的渴念
将在下一次匆匆的会面中挥发殆尽

时间将稀薄的感知浓厚的积淀起来
蒸馏出了某种热度的晶亮的期待
正如这个时候的我 感知着从何而来的左心室的疼痛
直到心肝脾肺都揉皱了化成了滩水
这疼痛 赤裸裸 颤悠悠 硬将我拽回了世界的时间

与其浓烈的欢喜在稀释的溶液中渐渐面目可憎
不如用长久的苦僧般的时光 来换取那片刻的无上欢愉

匿名 说...

  
幸福终会降临你身边
现在的一切,也许只是为那一刻,那一刻之后的精彩做准备~~