In The End
L.P.
It starts with One thing, I don't know why,
It doesn't even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To explain in due time-All I know
Time is a valuable thing,Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings.
Watch it count down to the end of the day,The clock ticks life away-It so unreal.
Didn't look out below,Watch the time go right out the window,
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know,Wasted it all just to-Watch you go.
I kept every thing inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart.
What it meant to me will eventually, be a memory,of a time when-
(Chorus):
I tried so hard, And got so far,
But in the end,It doesn't even matter.
I had to fall,To lose it all,
But in the end,It doesn't even matter.
One thing, I don't know why,It doesn't even matter how hard you try.
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme,To remind myself how-I tried so hard.
Inspite of the way you were mocking me,Acting like I was part of your property.
Remebering all the times you fought with me,I'm surprised it got so far.
Things aren't the way they were before,You wouldn't even recognize me anymore.
Not that you knew me back then,But it all comes back to me-In the end.
You kept every thing inside,and even though I tried, It all fell apart.
What it meant to me will eventually, be a memory, of a time when-
(Chorus):
I tried so hard,And got so far,
But in the end,It doesn't even matter.
I had to fall,To lose it all,
But in the end,It doesn't even matter.
(Bridge):
I put my trust in you,Pushed as far as I can go.
For all this,There's only one thing you should know.
I put my trust in you,Pushed as far as I can go.
For all this,There's only one thing you should know.
(Chorus):
I tried so hard,And got so far,
But in the end,It doesn't even matter.
I had to fall,To lose it all,
But in the end,It doesn't even matter.
(Piano)
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我的理论和实践基本上是酱紫的:如果某人离开了我,不管是主观愿意还是客观不愿意,基本上,这个人的好和不好,就不是my business any more了...
我们需要接受的事实是:这个世界上大部分人,是和咱们没有关系的.所以,某人离开了你,那么,对于你,他就是公共财产,而且是和你没有关系的那一部分公共财产了.
物质不灭定理说,一切的物质,以及非物质,它都会在宇宙中,占有一定的时间和空间.所以,感情太多太泛滥,它是不环保的.
不知不觉,习惯了早上喝咖啡,夜里喝牛奶。习惯了早上用清苦的沸水唤醒胃的知觉,晚上用香甜的沸水安眠胃的浮躁。因着胃囊的感觉安排生活,从日出到日落。只习惯沸水的温度,从苦到甜。
曾经以为,孤独比寂寞更深沉。沦陷于寂寞里,方知寂寞比孤独更难熬更令人疲惫。孤独不需熬,没有尽头的路只能无限忍受着走下去。而寂寞总是折磨人至疲惫不堪,又带着更深的叹息浸入新的梦境。疲惫是每一次梦醒后的叹息累积的重量,梦是寂寞开的花,寂寞繁盛梦所以多且频繁,而疲惫是花落之后结的恶果。
不知不觉,习惯了白天在阴影里发呆,傍晚在街上看霓虹闪烁。习惯了黑白颠倒,昼伏夜出,像个幽灵游荡或者短暂停留。习惯了黑暗的亮度,怕强烈的光线刺伤了眼,怕刺伤的眼会不知不觉流泪。
曾经以为,孤独比寂寞更有价值。寂寞愈深的时候,方才明白比价值更令人在意的是感觉。只剩下一种虚无的感觉时,任何价值都变得虚无。虚无是感受分明却触摸不到的空洞,空洞衍生的沉默冬夜的空气一样的冰寒。而沉默被称为言论,冰寒被称为温度。虚无,这个矛盾的极致,是寂寞最后的感觉。
不知不觉,习惯了撑起雨伞走在雨里,穿上风衣走在风里。习惯了让无意飘入伞下的雨淋乱了发丝,让无意穿透纤维的风吹湿了睫毛。习惯了深夜三点用失眠折磨神经,下午三点用空虚饥饿细胞。失眠和饥饿交错的十字路口,迷失缘由感染了一种自虐情绪。据说自虐是寂寞国度流行感冒的特征。
不知不觉,习惯了双臂环抱的温度,左手牵着右手的温柔。习惯了午夜时分耳轮和指尖冰凉的摩擦,熟悉的香水气味弥漫停滞的空气中,自己呼吸。习惯了笑容凝结在镜中宛若深秋清月,自己欣赏。满足的微笑的背后隐藏了一种自恋情绪。据说自恋是寂寞国度最时髦的病菌。
不知不觉,习惯了咀嚼喜欢的文字,呼吸熟悉的感觉。习惯了无病呻吟,把无聊演绎成一种情调,时光将生活消磨得乏味,泪珠日益弥足珍贵。不知不觉中,寂寞病变成一种癌症。
曾经以为,不会被寂寞打败。一个人的梦里,方知寂寞是一种瘾,戒不掉
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